.....you purposefully buy the slightly more expensive brand of chocolate in the hope of cutting down on the amount you eat, only to find you've only gone and scoffed the whole bloody box in one sitting! Notice the look of guilt on my face??
As I sit here feeling rather stuffed and greedy, I picture my arse getting fatter by the second and my chances of attracting the attentions of the man I've had a crush on for a very long time diminishing.
Yes, I know, I've only just split up with my ex but I just found out the guy I've had a crush on long before I met my ex, has also just split up after 3 years, so he's also down in the dumps.
Since then I have been emailing him a lot lately (offering support as a friend 'of course'!), and generally flirting outrageously with him.
Who can blame me? He's soo gorgeous, and a lot kinder than my ex - only problem is I can't tell for toffee whether he finds me anyway attractive. I know he thinks I'm a bit nutty, which is true, and everytime to do meet up, we constantly play fight/tease each other.
He's a tough guy to read... However I've managed to persuade him to go travelling to a city with me sometime next year, if he's not too busy (whoop whoop!), so maybe I'll get a chance with him.
Who knows??
Meanwhile, all I can do is fantasise about him....aaahhhhh.....
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